Kiwi...I know from where you speak. Sickness and death takes a huge toll on us and shakes our lives to the very foundation. Huge changes in life take place which we struggle to get a grip on. We suffer, but we regroup and soldier on. I am dealing with this now. It's tough, but I will make it through.
Sony DSLR A200 camera. Sigma 400mm APO prime lens, Sony 55-200mm lens, Sony 18-70mm lens, Kenko 1.5X teleconverter.